im afraid. very afraid.
im afraid that i cant love you.
im afraid to miss you
cause i know ill end up in tears.

sometimes ill sit at that place
looking up at the skies.
just like how we used to.

im sorry if things didnt go the way
that you or i wanted.
i know there's nothing we could do
under that circumstance and situation.
destiny. the harder you try to grasp it,
the easier it falls out of your hand.

move with life, they say.
easier said than done.
now i understand how you feel.
this sucks.

im kinda disappointed with myself
especially now, this moment.
i feel so weak mentally.
i always thought i was stronger than this.
but some how, i just cant
overcome this obstacle.
damn. i miss him.



/ i'm still standing at that very place
where you left me knowing that
you've moved on without me.